learn to crawl before u want to jump...

well as you might have little idea what im talking about.. i shall give you some idea of what the title of this post meant.. in the news these days im sure you heard alot about price hike on food, fuel, tol, and etc.. and it does not stop at one hike.. it will continue on year after year !!!!

in my fav radio channel, there was this hour where people call in to give opinions on that days social topic.. and just recently it was about the price hike of major highway tols.. a called asked why our gov dont wanna buy those highways from private companies??(our highways are built by other people NOT OUR GOV) the DJ replied: its because those highways are too expensive and the gov cant afford to buy them... "and they got money to buy a dono how many billion spaceshuttle from russia and few jet fighters??? " "learn to crawl dulu la... why wanna jump?? u think u very macho?? very powerful when u get those FEW FEW jet fighters??? or that one tiny spaceshuttle??? people from AMERICA send one Hbom and wipe your house off the face of the earth and u wont even know it la... wanna show off then wait till u earn that power.." (in quotes are my opinion)

dont you feel that we should improve our country first ?? why do they(gov) rather buy a spaceshuttle or other useless things (THAT ARE NOT CHEAP), i mean i know what is reverse engeneering but what is more important?? showing you are all shinny and beautiful on the outside and empty on the inside?? or the REVERSE of it?? dont you see the whole picture?? if everything continue to raise in price and your salary dosent rise, dont you think that you are giving the almost whole msian population to their doom??? (what i mean almost is that, well some higher ups non-bak kut teh lover actually benefit, you do the thinking)

wake up la.... think ahead before you move, as for some people *hinting to those that read the newespaper about our tan sri His......* THINK 3 times before u wanna open ur mouth and speak.. the world does not revolve around non-bak kut teh lovers.. chinese and indians are in it too.. without us you wont be sitting there anyway.. =P

Angkasa 1??

do you feel proud that we sent a Malaysia to space?? Well Malaysia boleh!! Boleh spend few billions on useless trips to space they boleh la... what's the point on spending few billion just to buy a trip to space?? well the rocket is not Malaysia made and certainly the rocket was not launched on Malaysian soil so is there anything to be proud of?? well other than donating alot of tax payer's cold hard cash to Russia.. (Malaysian are very generous indeed)

you see.. it can be said that our rulers are very short sighted, they only see the short cut to everything and in the end they make very unwise decisions.. the angkasa 1 is one of the so called proud moment of all malaysians is just another example of it..

if we really want to feel proud on sending malaysians to space.. we should DO it on our OWN!! build OUR own ROckets!! launch on OUr own soil... that we should be proud of!! at our current rate of advancement, even indonesia will our run us if our rulers keep making childish decisions..

think further la....even i can think further...

Eternal

" I love you forever " such phrase or sweet talk is but a lie. Everything has an end, Nothing is forever. You can have everything in the world but you can't have it forever, one day it will all end like a wonderful dream. In a way i do believe in forever, i believe that "nothingness" is forever because it is a space or demension that nothing exist, where there are no begining and no end and forever is there. Well i know you won't understand i don't blame you. So don't use "forever" because it is just a sweet lie that ends in the near future whether you accept it or not. Believe in now and tomorrow and it's enough of you and me.

Changes

Humans change due to infinit sorts of reasons.. they change to best fit the current situation or to build a better tomorrow but no matter what the reason is.. its undeniable that we change. Everything change and nothing stays forever even no matter how hard or how long you try.. that's the fact.. what you and me can do is to apply those changes to make it best fit for us, you can't stop the change but you can benefit from it at more than one way. Those that stop during changes are those who will perish. Believe it!! it has and will continue happen to you whether you are aware of it or not... Don't stop, start changing!! you can make it !!

life and death

Life and death is interdependent.. both need each other to exist.. if there is no life, death can't exist.
Those who are in the hands of life and death..are players in the game that life and death made out.. life gave it's player the power to exist and play as they will.. when life is bored of that particular player.. life will cast out that player to let death play.. when its death's turn, death is not interested to let the player play ever again.. death ends it as it is..

But, with every player casted out, life brings a new player in and the game continues eternally unless one of either life or death stops playing and all will stop to exist and "nothing" will rule everything.

Death Penalty

Death to those who committed serious criminal offence! is it necessary??

i would definitely 10000% support it you know.. wanna know why? well it's easy, there is no point letting them live. Think about it la.. an example, a man killed and raped some one's 5 year old child.. hmm let's say it's your daughter, and when the police caught him and he was sentenced to 100 whips and a life time in prison. Would you feel better? knowing that you are paying for his 3 meals, accommodation, activities in prison and etc. NO right?? who in their sound mind would want to sustain the life of the man that raped and killed your daughter in cold blood??? it makes no sense at all. if you say that everyone deserves a second chance then why him? why not your own daughter get the second chance?? your daughter needed the second chance to live the life that she has yet to see and learn, do you think that piece of shit (killer) deserve the second chance??

What he deserve is just one thing; the death penalty! why?? let me make sense to you.

1. the man killed and raped a 5 year old little girl.
2. he got a life sentence which we paid for it with our tax money. a complete waste of money.
3. he can't possibily get a new life IF he ever get to come out to the world.
4. NO one will go near him, better off be dead!!!
5. families mourn their daughter's death and the killer is let to live for the rest of his sorry good for nothing life. fair??
6. raped your daughter.. she's just 5 years old.. think about it!!
7. raped your daughter for his own stinky pleasure, fantasy, sick mind.. INHUMAN

ain't letting him die is much more better for all of us? his death will grant our government more money to build our country. his death will let the victim's family felt avenged. his death will let the people live without fear of the same thing happen to their own sons and daughters. HIS death WILL let others to think twice before following his footstep.

It's a win win situation by sentencing him to death cause others can live in peace once he and many others are dead!! do you agree??? it's inhuman to kill people but why people have to start killing? it's only fair when those who started killing get killed.. FAIR!!

The World

We all live in a island called Earth. We can leave Earth but we have no where else to go. So can say that humans can only exist in Earth?? right?? we can't really breathe in space, there is no suitable enviroment where humans can survive in any other planet except Earth.. so... are we sane?? well.. if we are, we would be trying our best to stay alive right?? and to stay alive, we need the Earth right?? so.. why are we killing the Earth??

Earth = humans
No earth = No Humans

easy equation right?? even a 3 year old child know the meaning leh.. so why those P.H.D holders, World leaders, and etc don't understand it?? if they understand it, we would have stop killing OUR HOME.. right?? i mean.. it's easy to save our Home.. just stop pollution.

STOP as in Stop using cars, factories, nuclear, war, aircons, paper, pencil, plastic, and etc. stop using them and Earth will be saved.

all the big talk like recycle and make less polluting cars is just CRAP know? doing all those would just give us more time to spend before Earth Dies out.. sooner or later, we will die out.. so? we doomed ourselves.. how sad

Fair

just now i saw my cousin's msn nick, he typed that " the world is fair, you gain something and you will loose something." now is what he say is true?? you might think is true because god is fair to everyone.. if you believe in him..

well let's forget about god for a moment and reconsider.. is the world fair? well if you compare a lazy guy and a hardworking guy, and the lazy guy complain that the world aint fair cause the hardworking one got full A's at some exam it's obvious that the world is fair..

so in order to gain things, we have to loose things?? if you put it like that, then we lost lots of lives just to gain independence? we lost lots of whales just to gain products? we lost dignity just to gain profit? well.. i don't know.. maybe it is, maybe it ain't.

what do you think??

Everything and Nothing

i felt i've walked a long road,

i felt i've seen the world,

i felt i've know your soul,

but still i am empty..

the road is neverending as man never stops walking,

the world is still hiding as man never stop looking,

the soul that i know is everything,

and yet, i know nothing..

of you.

love

LoVe?? What is it? well i think that it is most highest rank of good feel towards someone.. like... u really really really like that person and cant stop thinking about that person and even you get sweet dreams and nightmares of that person (it's kinda true cause i been thru b4).. you would do anything that he/she tells you to.. even you would do something for that person even if she/he didn't ask you to.. make that person happy, comfort when sad.. help when in need even you know that there might be no return in favor.. but you don't care about world when you love that person.. even if the sky falls.. you would even put your body on top of her so that she could live a few seconds more.. that is love??

Imagine you love that person.. eventually you get married with that person.. eventually you will have kids.. imagine all the bills you need to pay.. imagine all the milk powder, education, pocket money, toys, birthday celebrations & presents and etc.. would you be ready enough to bare all those responsibility?? is the word love enough??

Shame

International Whaling Commission Logo

Today i watched channel 50 (national geographic specials) about whales. Did you know that about approx 50+ years ago, at the antartic ocean, there are about thousands and thousands of whales grouping together anually? Well now there are only a few of em.. Where did they go? what happened to them? Well.. you can ask ManKind to answer that question. 50+ years ago humans start to hunt these magnificent beast at shorelines by killing them and drag them up to shore. and then they butchered em.. over the years, the numbers of whales at nearby shores decreassed to none left.. then some Captain found a vast concentration of whales grouping at the antartic ocean and NO BRAIN humans start to hunt them..

On the programme, they show footage of how those NO BRAIN humans kill those beautiful animals. At earlier days, they put explosives on harpoons and shoot at the whales. Upon impact, the end of the harpoon exploded and a CHUNCK of whale fleash flew up the the air.. Blood turned the sea water red.. well those NO BRAIN humans used that method for a few years and they realised that using explosives, it wasn't so profitable cause most of the fleash was blowned off.. and they thought of a more STUPID AND CRUEL way to hunt whales.. they ELECTROCUTE them.. and there was a real live footage of the hunters electrocuting those whales.. it was very sick.. the poor whale was tossing and trashing due to being electrocuted.. it's very sad seeing those poor animals being treated like shit.. as if their life are insignificant.. how can anyone in the right mind do such a cruel thing?

In the year 1946 the international whaling commission was founded to protect these animals. It was signed by 46 nation and has anual meetings at one of the 46 nations. In the end.. why humans only regret when much damage had been done? why can't they see the effects of their actions before they do the damage?? aren't we at the top of the food chain? aren't we the most intelligent amongst all animals? think about it.. even animals know their limits.. animals only hunt for their needs.. not for their greed.. but we humans are just worst than animals.. being given a brain that is so much advanced than animal but we failed to use that brain to think... what a shame.. what a shame..

GOD?

What is God? The supreme Being that created mankind? The Alpha and Omega? The ruler of all? but what is it? is he human? is he an animal? or is god some alien? who knows? no one has ever seengod before and even if some one claims that he has saw god.. then who knows if he is telling the truth? if ONLY he saw god, or even made contact with god and the rest of 3 billion human beings didn't saw god.. then who is telling the truth?

Tell me this, if god do really exists, why can't we see them? why the hiding? are they afraid of us? some of my friends told me that we can't see god it's because we haven't earn the right to see them, we aren't qualified to meet them. But who has? is there any prove that someone really met with god? even if one really saw god.. it's only himself that saw god.. and that's not prove enough.

Relate to god, you would relate heaven n hell. Heaven is the place you will go when you die, providing you've done enough good deeds or whatsoever. Hell is where you will go when you die if you did alot of sins. So... is there really heaven and hell? who told us that there really are heaven and hell? who has prove that heaven and hell really do exists? I can say that the heaven and hell theory is juat made up by humans to scare humans, so that they won't do bad things due to the fear of ended up in hell after death. So heaven and hell theory is just a HOAX enbedded in the minds of all human beings? guide line of life? maybe?

Facts of Humans

You can really brand humans as the most complicated being on this little planet, the most selfish, the most vicious, and humans are even more cruel than any wild animals. Proof of my statement? It's everywhere.. let me start with selfish. Humans by nature are selfish, they put their own interess way ahead of any other. President Bush for example, used the lies of bring world peace and ending terrorrism to invade middle east countries. He sent soldiers to war in the name of ending wars, ending terrorism but as you all can see in the news that who really are the real terrorist.. In oxford dictionarry, the word terrorist means "a person who use or favours violent and intimidating methods of coercing a government or community" you be the judge.. is what Bush done to the community of Iraq counted as terrorism or ending terrorism? it's the same isn't it? Selfish isn't it? sending young lives to war, killing people for own's greed, using the excuess of ending terrorism to seek revenge. Bush is not at fault alone, all of humanity is at fault.. all of us done sins similar to what Bush did ; lying, cheating, seek revenge, using inhuman methods to get what you want. Heck i think animals are even MORE "human" than humans are. don't you think?

Are Humans Relevant?

Picture this.. the earth without humans, the earth would be much greener, cleaner air, fresh water, unpolluted seas, pure air. It would be heaven compare to wat the earth looks like now, with all the pollution and destruction.

So, why are there humans? why do we exist? what purpose do we serve to the planet? to save the planet? heck no! we humans doomed the planet; nuclear weapons, toxic gases, extinction of animals, etc.. each day past by with a little advancement in human technology and by each passing day the planet lost more than a little "life" why are we here for? think about it.. with all the advancement, wealth, fame! is it relevant? for what purpose do they serve?

Picture this.. A man, who goes to work everyday and comes back with money to feed his children and unintentionally or on purpose, the man polluted the earth. In the near future, his children would do the same thing to their own children exacally as their father did. So the question is, what humans do every single day.. izit relevant? wouldn't it be better if we don't exist? i mean.. wouldn't it be best that nothing ever exist? " nothing lives and nothing dies "

Well i think what im trying to say just got to a whole new level, now im thinking that is the cycle of life relevant? for what purpose is there to live and later die? is it fun? i don't think so.. why life exist? does life exist to prove there are higher beings exist? or it's just a defect of "nothing" ?

well.. time to sleep..

To be ConTinued!!

The Start

Day : rain
Date : 30th may
Time : 00.51am
Mood : so so?

This is the start of my own blog, thou im not the type to write diaries, but everything has a start and who knows where the start might lead you to... and it does not cost u anything to do it.. so wat the heck? i might stumble on something new? who knows?

urgh.. its 1am and im still not sleeping.. well.. guess i slept too much at noon, wat the heck? maybe i create this blog out of the result of "over-nap"

Approx 7 hours from now i'll be having thinking skill lesson.."wat a great lesson to start with eh?" well at least thinking skill is much enjoyable than physics, which is a fact for most of my classmates. suddenly wondered wat lishin is doin..hmm she would be asleep and i bet.. err well i shall not say coz i fear my words are the source of great evil... oh well..